I love how you cant see me but I can see you

Well,  we will start out with what I did today.  Hmm, went to school.  Won a softball game and was with my friends.  Really nothing big.  Then I got home and started to think of how much I hate my life and everyone that lies to me in it.  So if you look at my stomch dont be suprised if you see some marks.  It is better hurting myself then other i guess. 
This is why I think this:

You lied to me.  You said i was the only one you want to be with.
Really is that the truth or are you just trying to play a game.
Well, I am not playing with you.  I will not let you win.
You will not get me to say I lost.  I can be with someone eles.
There are better people out there with what they want in the future in there head.
Every guy is the same anymore.  First they want to say they will give the world to someone.
But in the end do they really . No.
I reather win the game you are playing with me
Then to have my heart break again.
I am done with you. I dont need this pain you gaving me.
I dont even now if I want to be your friend.
Is a 13 year old better then me.
Your you just stuped enough to not see what is in front of you.
You called me the child but clearly you need to grow up
So I am not going to deal with
You are not always right. 
So I am moving one in my so called life.
With the little bet of love I have in me.
I will give it to someone.
And where will you be?
Alone?
Without someone to love?
With no friend?
Then there is me.
With a great job and a family to call my own.
So you can have her because unlike you I have a Future